The last six years were pure hell. The morning my husband and I chose to get on that motorcycle will stand out in my mind till the day I die.
We had everything going for us. A beautiful home, outstanding children that I spent my days with homeschooling, a strong business, and many friends that had our same beliefs. I also had networked enough to have my writing career taking off. Having been included in Debra White Smith's book
How to Romance Your Husband, I was well on my way to getting things going! I was so excited about the chance to follow my dreams. I had made connections with important people, had several articles published. IT was about to happen for me. That all ended when one man chose not to obey that stop sign. In seconds my life changed forever. My husband was gone, and it all fell on my shoulders
From that moment on, I had to struggle just to learn how to walk again. When the doctors told me it would take up to 6 years for the head trauma to heal, I thought I could beat it. However, I soon discovered, I couldn't even read, let alone do the writing I loved. I would look at a book and the letters would swim, the words would make no sense. My heart ached to be able to just escape the loss for a few hours in someplace wonderful. I couldn't even have that.
As time went by, things got a little better, but I would still loose track of what I was saying in the middle of a conversation. I would have to ask the person I was talking to what I had been saying. I would try to put my thoughts on paper, but the words just wouldn't come.
For four years that was my struggle. Then slowly, it became somewhat better. Some days were worse than others. Then I would have a few good ones and just devour words. Books are more sacred to me than ever. There is no way to explain the loss unless you are a wordsmith and have been there.
Today I can actually use the gift I was given. You know, that gift of gab! I am so blessed, so completely thrilled that my mind has come back to me. That today I can sit at this computer and tell my story, hopefully encouraging someone else who may be struggling. Whether it's writers block, or something more tragic,
never give up! If that passion for writing lives inside of you, hold on to it. It may be the one dream that keeps you going when it seems like the valley may never end.
Blessings